Thursday, December 31, 2015

Unboxing Muffin Beauty Box review is the largest beauty review website in Malaysia and will be launched this June. I always find this website genre quite interesting because it helps people to know the product that they want to buy better. Like if i want to buy a nice worthy concealer and didn't know which brand would be nicer, i can just go on and checked out the reviews and all the product range offered. 

I got the beauty box in just 3 working days! I always love receiving beauty boxes because all the surprise you can get when unboxing it. 

 A little "love" note from
Still deciding which to review on :D

 looking through the box. i spot two full size product and the rest are masks, sample sheets, and mini size products. 
 In fact it is quite alot of brand in this one box and i'm pretty excited to try everything. 

 First up is Purevivi cleansing lotion which is good in removing make up, 
i had been searching one of this thing very very long ago, because all i see was "removes eye and lips make up", it's quite hard to search for those cleansing lotions that can remove your entire face. 
i'm going to review on this shortly~

 a handlot of sample sheets and masks (:
consist of : 
1. Albatross Powder Sun
2. Clinelle EE cream (i didn't know of such thing until now haha)
3. Albatross CC cream

 Next is two silkygirl product
1. lip balm 
2. Blusher 
and i got this too! which i find it quite amusing yet impress that can read me well because i can't eat chocolate and they gave me Strawberry instead haha. 
anyway, i don't think this can show any result just by eating two of this bar anyway~ ( is an unbiased review website)

For more review
do stay tune (:


Wednesday, December 30, 2015

Teori awal tentang masyarakat

1. liberal pluralis
2. tradisi masyarkat massa
3. frankfurt school
4. Radikal optimist/ marxist

1. Tradisi masyarakat massa

  • perkembangan  media dan masyarakat pessimistik
  • perkembangan budaya massa mengancam nilai budaya elit dan proses demokrasi
  • mengubah corak hidup masyarakat
  • menggantikan sistem feudal
  • masyarakat mass:
  • proses urbanisasi
  • populasi bandar yang pesat
  • pembahagian tenaga buruh
  • perkembangan sistem media yang bersifat massa
  • perkembangan budaya massa
  • Mathew Arnold (pasca modernisme)
  • mempunyai kepelbagaian tema
  • kelunturan nilai masyarakat organik
  • perkembangan budaya dan masy massa
  • revolusi industri 
  • perkembangan sistem politik demokras
  • kemunculan medium kom
  • dilihat sebagai ancaman:
  • penglibatan massa dalam proses pentadbiran dan kerajaan
  • ancaman nilai budaya elit
  • kemunculan ekonomi pasaran : masy homogenous
  • kuasa politik diperolehi massa (ancaman proses demokrasi)
  • ancaman masy massa sendiri (indvidu terpisah , boleh dimanupilasi oleh masy elit )
  • implikasi ideologi: sistem sosial pra kapitalis diganti dengan kemunculan kelas bourgeois(elit pemerintah) mengesah demokrasi mereka melalui rasional sitem politik demokrasi
  • implikasi terhadap kajian media:
  • walaupun teori ini kelemahan, but it is influential. diguna sebagai asas falsafah dan kajian awal media
  • Britain: perdebatan dilakukan dalam konteks budaya, budaya tinggi yang telah dicemari oleh budaya massa
  • AS: bersifat empirikal. mengukur secara empirikal. Andaian teori masyarakat massa akan meruntuhkan nilai masy organik. 
  • Mesej media melalui proses saringan: mediated
  • media ialah heterogenous. 
  • mempertahankan masy
  • Shils: keadaan yang kondusif untuk perkembangan sistem demokrasi. 
2. Frankfurt school
  • Max Hokheimer, theodore Adorno
  • Pendekatan FS: kritikal
  • masy tidak bebas
  • dipengaruhi oleh revolusi bolshevik in Russia
  • nazism
  • sistem demokrasi 
  • kestabilan politik di Eropah
  • tumpuan kajian:
  • menekan kepentingan sejarah dlm masy
  • perhubungan masy dengan subjek dengan keadaan sosial yang menentu kewujan mereka
  • keadaan sosial tidak seimbang tidak memberi peluang kepada kesedaran kelas berlaku
  • ideologi penting
  • perkembangan sistem komunikasi masy mempengaruhi individu masy
  • pergantungan kpd komunikasi dan buday massa
  • tidak mempunyai institusi kukuh
  • masy hidup dalam keadaan didominasi
  • individu massa lemah dan passif
  • mudah mangsa kpd kelas dominan
  • kemunculan masy massa dan buday massa becuz perkembangan sistem sosial dan ekonomi kapitalis
3. Liberal Pluralis
  • masyarkat yang bersaing antara satu sama lain
  • persaingan yang terbuka
  • no kumpulan yang berdominan
  • masy diandai seimbang
  • mereka berhak untuk mengambil bahagian dlm
  • proses membuat keputusan politik
  • dan proses ekonomi
  • struktur masy kompleks
  • setiap individu dalm masy bertanggungjawab mengekal keseimbangan dlm masy"check and balance"
  • shils: keadaan yang sesuai untuk perkembangan sistem politik demokrasi
  • asalakan masy pluralis
  • kajian mengenai media untuk mengkaji teori masy massa yang bersifat eurocentric
  • Sistem dimajukan bersifat elitis
  • elit memerintah mendapat mandate dan majority masy
  • proses demokrasi berfungsi (kumpulan menjalankan proses mengawasi tindak tanduk antara satu sama lain_
  • media is not budaya massa ynag negatif
  • memajukan kepelbagaian idea dan pandangan dlm masy 
  • organisasi media mempunyai autonomi
  • bebas drpd kawalan negara
  • bebas parti politik dan kumpulan pendesak
  • media dikawal oleh elit pengurus yang mempunyai autornomi
  • menentukan isi kandungan media
  • tidak wujud keperluan untuk menilai media becuz media massa wujud dalam masy yang pluraslis (memenuhi keperluan semua golongan masy
Radikal optimist
  • masy berkonflik
  • terbahagi mengikut kelas
  • setiapp kelas ingin memajukan idea dan kepentingan masing
  • penggunaan kuasa dalam bentuk dominasi
  • satu golongan mendominasi golongan yang lemah
  • media: pergelutan ideologi
  • media; superstruktur
  • membantu pengekalan status quo dan hegemoni kelas yang dominan
  • penguasaan kaedah pengeluaran bahan masa sama menguasai kaedah pengeluaran mental masy
  • bahan: ekonomi
  • ideologi: cara bagaimana keadaan sosial bersifat menindas diesahkan oleh sistem sosial
  • ideologi: satu proses mengatur dan menstruktur kesedaran palsu mengeana keadaan sosial yang tidak seimbang
  • ideologi: bagaimana idea tentang sistem sosial yang tidak seimbang dipersembahkan kpd masy (pekerja) sebagai satu sistem semula jadi dan tidak perlu dipersoalkan.

Tuesday, December 22, 2015

Fighting to forget

it's going to be the end of year now. 
to think that so much had changed in just such short period of time
when the person you once used to know so deeply had eventually become a stranger

I'm sure nobody knows why i did that, nor when no matter what rumors had flooded into their ear, they just analyse things at their own point of view. 
i can't blame them, what i did was wrong or maybe just plain selfish.

but i chose not to hide, in other words, i made a decision to choose and not be greedy. Being greedy will be even sinful. you can't have two, your heart can only affords for one.
and i'm sure there will be still others waiting for me to fall down and laughed and mockingly tell me " i told you so,"

which in fact, i can't help it they had created this thoughts of theirs because what i did was wrong. you know i used to think that way to somebody else who had did the same thing to my friend. I loathed her for a reason. 
When i'm in her shoes, it's a different story. (well maybe in her case, it's another special reason)

But had they dig deeper and ask why is it that i did that. 
They think it's easy, but no, it's not. 
Up until now i'm still reminiscing. 
Up until now it haunts me in my sleep.
like this morning.. i woke up in tears.
just to realize, maybe it was the memories that matters, not the person anymore. 

and i got my answer now, there's no turning back. i need to focus, i need to pull my strings together and look forward instead of keep going back. 
There's someone there in front of me , but i keep looking back. it's not fair . Not fair for both sides.

move on, girl, just move on. 
No matter how many memories that loops around me all the time, 
how many things i try to clear off but can't because there's just too many in 3 years

i chose this
i had to remind myself from time to time, again and again. 
it's my decision.

is waiting for me infront. 
Goodbye, past.